It’s interesting that I was finally able to share this series on Facebook. I was at a point where I felt confident (for two seconds) to hit post, so I went with it a couple weeks ago. I still haven’t done it on my personal page but over on our farm blog page I did it.
Some things happened that I had to change my series title and that threw me into a place of disarray. I have now composed myself (to some degree). After a day or two I gathered my running thoughts and emotions and got down to business. Arranging and organizing and feeling more in control once again.
Balanced. That’s it. Balanced is what I felt.
Instead of having FOCUS as my 2017 word it should have been balance. I’ve repeated it, in my mind so many times, over the course of this past eight months! I should have it down! But occasionally I tip one way or another just a little too much and find myself in a frenzy.
For example, today I wasn’t able to fit in the 30 minute walk before work I had planned. Due to circumstances out of my control! BUT instead of letting my emotions get the best of me I took the time to sneak a 10 minute walk in. The old me would have made up some excuse to just skip it. Even though I already know my lunch hour will be filled with me eating out and running errands. No real workout then either.
Here’s the deal, I’ve changed my brain somewhat, my thinking. I know for a fact that if I do not get movement into my day my blood sugar will be higher and I will feel bad physically. The movement keeps me in check and helps both mentally and physically.
I did buy a package of donuts before walking, it was an emotional buy, no doubt. This was not a good move BUT once again I turned a negative into a “not so negative” situation. I only ate half the package. I had already ate low sugar oatmeal for breakfast. That’s like 25 carbs alone, and the donuts (half) were about the same. Yes 45 is my target but this was a meal with not really much healthy carbs in my books.
I took my blood sugar and it came back 151. target range for after meals is 140. Do you know why it’s not as high as I predicted?
THE WALKING! A little 10 minute walk can make such a difference and this is what keeps me coming back.
Finding the balance. That’s what works for me. That’s what I want to continue for the rest of my life. Not a strict diet plan or exercise regiment, but a balance that suits my life while benefitting my health.
Movement. I still try to walk about 45 minutes daily 5 out of 7 days. My goal is 10,000 steps per day so it’s been more like 6 or 7 days out of a week to reach it. I have started biking with my daughter. It’s taking some getting used to but last night I went 14 minutes. That’s pretty good for the lady that could hardly do 7 minutes the first time.
Diet. I still am not counting my carbs necessarily for my meals. I am looking at the plate to visual and plan what I need it to look like. I have been eating more “non-healthy” snacks of recent. I am noticing the way I am feeling and need to back off this habit. Grocery shopping for September is right around the corner so planning is crucial.
Support. Here is where it’s has been extremely helpful for me. I have two gal pals T & N that stay in daily contact with me to help me. I hope I am doing enough to support them as well. It has really helped me. I also am doing some challenges through Samsung Health app and my Garmin Connect app.
The other daily thing I started about 30 some days ago is posting on my personal Facebook page. I use a photo from my walks and add words. I have placed them all in an album together. I write different things depending on my mood. And there are days where I just do not want to “talk” so I write 10,000. (I put that at the end of each post too.)
Throughout the day in comments I add a photo, normally of my Garmin Vivofit 3 showing my steps status. I figure in a year my Facebook “ON THIS DAY” this will remind me where I was and where I am wanting to be. It’s another tool in my motivational box of goodies.
Also I hope I inspire someone else.
But honestly, its mostly for myself.
Until next time,