This post was to make it’s way published October 1st, as you can tell I never did that. I was busy and struggling to decide what I wanted to say. Here goes.
I know my eating isn’t exactly the way it should be. Too many processed foods have entered the picture, or better yet my mouth on too many occasions. My blood sugars are still really good. I like to chalk that up to the walking routine and not over eating in most table settings.
I’d like to mention that there have been bouts of emotional stress during the past month. Which was brought on by lack of sleep and quite possibly the depression that resides within me. Although both should be manageable, at times they are not.
It’s just a cycle. Lack of sleep or interrupted sleep = crankiness= eractic reactions=feelings of highs and major lows = eating mindlessly= feeling physically yucky = mental let down of oneself.
But come October 1st I found the determination to get on course and make some changes to my goals! And so far so good!
I’m a visual person. I like to actually SEE things to remind me and to really get the whole picture. I am going back to a simple system. I am using this calendar to log things daily. I still use my Garmin Connect and Samsung Health app but this is kept in my bathroom.
I have started doing some indoor walking workouts from Leslie Sansone. I am doing the ones that include hand weights. I feel at home with her if that makes sense, she doesn’t seem fake or pushy. It’s not too hard either, although I know I walk faster doing her workouts than when alone outside. I know this is where a walking buddy would really help me when walking outdoors. Speed things up, if you know what I mean!
So my goals include the following:
10,000 steps 6 out of 7 days a week
Less processed foods intake.
Snack planning (meals too)
Strength training every other day.
Eat out no more than twice a week.
Look at my plate before starting to eat. Are vegetables half the plate?
That’s it. That’s where I am at.
Things I want to be able to look back in regards to in this journey are….
I can feel a waist again. Just a little but it’s there.
The scale hovers at 199 and 200. (Yes I really did just put my weight on the world wide web, it’s okay. It’s a number. Last month that drove me nuts, now it just makes me determined even more. I want to be out of the 200’s and be far enough away to really celebrate it!
People are noticing a physical change. I hope they notice the mental too. Thank you to those that have complimented me. It really is a help!
Winter is coming, that means my work is cut out for me. It will be easy to be lazy, acknowledge the struggles and celebrate the successes, right!
It hasn’t been easy but in 10 months I’ve made a difference in ME. I’ve moved forward. I can continue this life change and in January when I meet with my diabetic educator feel proud of it all!
Until next time!